Two albums. Two experiences.

Sixteen songs on each album, connected across English and Spanish. Each has its own music, expression and pacing.

Still My Own · Chris in Full

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Self-belonging & change13 songs

  • 01Truthfully

    A child hears what goes unsaid. Mama keeps the doorway open; Grandma pulls up a chair. The truth that once risked belonging becomes a way to make room for someone else.

  • 02Love Has Teeth

    A vampire story that begins with care: wanting someone to love their life. Across the centuries, the protector learns that his own rest, appetite and freedom deserve protection too.

  • 03Open When It Breaks

    The hurt was spoken. It was understood. The behavior continued. Leaving becomes a choice that makes room for future love, without asking the next person to answer for the last.

  • 04Good Company

    A phone propped against a book. An unplanned laugh. Dishes that can wait. Self-company becomes a pleasure of its own, with room for an old ache and a new man’s Sunday plans.

  • 05The World Was Here

    Denver becomes a chosen home where more of Chris can live openly. A street alive with desire, a stranger reaching back through the mud, a chair made available: these encounters challenge the prejudices he inherited and sometimes carried himself. The hope reaches people still taught to hide: another way of living together is possible, and being welcomed can become making room.

  • 06Outnumbered

    Preparation and imagination meet a world where money, rank and permission can decide whose ideas count. Outnumbered turns that pressure into a commitment to make something real—and to build with people who can see what its ruler cannot.

  • 07Just Because

    A sweet melody meets a filthy bass line. A familiar choice stops passing for a permanent personality. Curiosity gets its hands on the music, the evening and the next kiss.

  • 10Technically

    A technically true answer can still keep someone choosing with half the story. Across three encounters, wit exposes unequal terms, a double standard, and the effort one person keeps expecting the other to supply. He can want the man and question the bargain. Wanting you does not make your version of the truth enough.

  • 11Make It Weird

    Say the want. Leave space for an answer. Keep the right to stay or go. An intimate dare for people who would rather be wanted as themselves, than be wanted as somebody else.

  • 12Let It Reach Me

    An interrupted wedding gives way to a relationship lived on its own terms. Honest wants, Sunday stories, and a song that one partner learns to love make freedom feel close.

  • 13I Could Be Wrong

    Two people mistake each other’s happiness for how little they are missed. A conversation changes the reading. A reunion, then a next-day call with nothing new to report, makes the discovery real.

  • 14Before Your Permission

    Plato on a phone, a date across the table. History, sharp humor and a man’s desire for another man confront the power that teaches shame, then calls its control love. The answer is a life being lived: a hand held in public, a dance, and two people whose closeness leaves them free.

  • 16Still My Own

    An unexpected note. An attractive distraction. The chair from the opening song returns, now offered to an unfamiliar future self. The ending holds conviction, love and an appetite for more life.

Love & connection14 songs

  • 01Truthfully

    A child hears what goes unsaid. Mama keeps the doorway open; Grandma pulls up a chair. The truth that once risked belonging becomes a way to make room for someone else.

  • 02Love Has Teeth

    A vampire story that begins with care: wanting someone to love their life. Across the centuries, the protector learns that his own rest, appetite and freedom deserve protection too.

  • 03Open When It Breaks

    The hurt was spoken. It was understood. The behavior continued. Leaving becomes a choice that makes room for future love, without asking the next person to answer for the last.

  • 04Good Company

    A phone propped against a book. An unplanned laugh. Dishes that can wait. Self-company becomes a pleasure of its own, with room for an old ache and a new man’s Sunday plans.

  • 05The World Was Here

    Denver becomes a chosen home where more of Chris can live openly. A street alive with desire, a stranger reaching back through the mud, a chair made available: these encounters challenge the prejudices he inherited and sometimes carried himself. The hope reaches people still taught to hide: another way of living together is possible, and being welcomed can become making room.

  • 08I Like You Looking

    Two men trade the good parts of their nights. Hearing what the other wanted, and enjoyed, brings them closer. Then the conversation becomes an invitation to stay.

  • 09My Type, Apparently

    Attraction interrupts a description. An old suspicion catches itself before becoming someone else’s burden. The conversation grows more candid, more particular and much less innocent.

  • 10Technically

    A technically true answer can still keep someone choosing with half the story. Across three encounters, wit exposes unequal terms, a double standard, and the effort one person keeps expecting the other to supply. He can want the man and question the bargain. Wanting you does not make your version of the truth enough.

  • 11Make It Weird

    Say the want. Leave space for an answer. Keep the right to stay or go. An intimate dare for people who would rather be wanted as themselves, than be wanted as somebody else.

  • 12Let It Reach Me

    An interrupted wedding gives way to a relationship lived on its own terms. Honest wants, Sunday stories, and a song that one partner learns to love make freedom feel close.

  • 13I Could Be Wrong

    Two people mistake each other’s happiness for how little they are missed. A conversation changes the reading. A reunion, then a next-day call with nothing new to report, makes the discovery real.

  • 14Before Your Permission

    Plato on a phone, a date across the table. History, sharp humor and a man’s desire for another man confront the power that teaches shame, then calls its control love. The answer is a life being lived: a hand held in public, a dance, and two people whose closeness leaves them free.

  • 15My Hips Heard It First

    A crowded dance floor, two cold waters, a chorus sung wrong on purpose. A laugh becomes a kiss. The night gets to be about the pleasure already happening, with enough room for another song.

  • 16Still My Own

    An unexpected note. An attractive distraction. The chair from the opening song returns, now offered to an unfamiliar future self. The ending holds conviction, love and an appetite for more life.

Desire & pleasure10 songs

  • 02Love Has Teeth

    A vampire story that begins with care: wanting someone to love their life. Across the centuries, the protector learns that his own rest, appetite and freedom deserve protection too.

  • 05The World Was Here

    Denver becomes a chosen home where more of Chris can live openly. A street alive with desire, a stranger reaching back through the mud, a chair made available: these encounters challenge the prejudices he inherited and sometimes carried himself. The hope reaches people still taught to hide: another way of living together is possible, and being welcomed can become making room.

  • 07Just Because

    A sweet melody meets a filthy bass line. A familiar choice stops passing for a permanent personality. Curiosity gets its hands on the music, the evening and the next kiss.

  • 08I Like You Looking

    Two men trade the good parts of their nights. Hearing what the other wanted, and enjoyed, brings them closer. Then the conversation becomes an invitation to stay.

  • 09My Type, Apparently

    Attraction interrupts a description. An old suspicion catches itself before becoming someone else’s burden. The conversation grows more candid, more particular and much less innocent.

  • 10Technically

    A technically true answer can still keep someone choosing with half the story. Across three encounters, wit exposes unequal terms, a double standard, and the effort one person keeps expecting the other to supply. He can want the man and question the bargain. Wanting you does not make your version of the truth enough.

  • 11Make It Weird

    Say the want. Leave space for an answer. Keep the right to stay or go. An intimate dare for people who would rather be wanted as themselves, than be wanted as somebody else.

  • 12Let It Reach Me

    An interrupted wedding gives way to a relationship lived on its own terms. Honest wants, Sunday stories, and a song that one partner learns to love make freedom feel close.

  • 14Before Your Permission

    Plato on a phone, a date across the table. History, sharp humor and a man’s desire for another man confront the power that teaches shame, then calls its control love. The answer is a life being lived: a hand held in public, a dance, and two people whose closeness leaves them free.

  • 15My Hips Heard It First

    A crowded dance floor, two cold waters, a chorus sung wrong on purpose. A laugh becomes a kiss. The night gets to be about the pleasure already happening, with enough room for another song.

Truth & discernment10 songs

  • 01Truthfully

    A child hears what goes unsaid. Mama keeps the doorway open; Grandma pulls up a chair. The truth that once risked belonging becomes a way to make room for someone else.

  • 03Open When It Breaks

    The hurt was spoken. It was understood. The behavior continued. Leaving becomes a choice that makes room for future love, without asking the next person to answer for the last.

  • 06Outnumbered

    Preparation and imagination meet a world where money, rank and permission can decide whose ideas count. Outnumbered turns that pressure into a commitment to make something real—and to build with people who can see what its ruler cannot.

  • 08I Like You Looking

    Two men trade the good parts of their nights. Hearing what the other wanted, and enjoyed, brings them closer. Then the conversation becomes an invitation to stay.

  • 09My Type, Apparently

    Attraction interrupts a description. An old suspicion catches itself before becoming someone else’s burden. The conversation grows more candid, more particular and much less innocent.

  • 10Technically

    A technically true answer can still keep someone choosing with half the story. Across three encounters, wit exposes unequal terms, a double standard, and the effort one person keeps expecting the other to supply. He can want the man and question the bargain. Wanting you does not make your version of the truth enough.

  • 11Make It Weird

    Say the want. Leave space for an answer. Keep the right to stay or go. An intimate dare for people who would rather be wanted as themselves, than be wanted as somebody else.

  • 13I Could Be Wrong

    Two people mistake each other’s happiness for how little they are missed. A conversation changes the reading. A reunion, then a next-day call with nothing new to report, makes the discovery real.

  • 14Before Your Permission

    Plato on a phone, a date across the table. History, sharp humor and a man’s desire for another man confront the power that teaches shame, then calls its control love. The answer is a life being lived: a hand held in public, a dance, and two people whose closeness leaves them free.

  • 16Still My Own

    An unexpected note. An attractive distraction. The chair from the opening song returns, now offered to an unfamiliar future self. The ending holds conviction, love and an appetite for more life.

Power & possibility4 songs

  • 01Truthfully

    A child hears what goes unsaid. Mama keeps the doorway open; Grandma pulls up a chair. The truth that once risked belonging becomes a way to make room for someone else.

  • 05The World Was Here

    Denver becomes a chosen home where more of Chris can live openly. A street alive with desire, a stranger reaching back through the mud, a chair made available: these encounters challenge the prejudices he inherited and sometimes carried himself. The hope reaches people still taught to hide: another way of living together is possible, and being welcomed can become making room.

  • 06Outnumbered

    Preparation and imagination meet a world where money, rank and permission can decide whose ideas count. Outnumbered turns that pressure into a commitment to make something real—and to build with people who can see what its ruler cannot.

  • 14Before Your Permission

    Plato on a phone, a date across the table. History, sharp humor and a man’s desire for another man confront the power that teaches shame, then calls its control love. The answer is a life being lived: a hand held in public, a dance, and two people whose closeness leaves them free.

Imagination & mischief5 songs

  • 02Love Has Teeth

    A vampire story that begins with care: wanting someone to love their life. Across the centuries, the protector learns that his own rest, appetite and freedom deserve protection too.

  • 07Just Because

    A sweet melody meets a filthy bass line. A familiar choice stops passing for a permanent personality. Curiosity gets its hands on the music, the evening and the next kiss.

  • 11Make It Weird

    Say the want. Leave space for an answer. Keep the right to stay or go. An intimate dare for people who would rather be wanted as themselves, than be wanted as somebody else.

  • 15My Hips Heard It First

    A crowded dance floor, two cold waters, a chorus sung wrong on purpose. A laugh becomes a kiss. The night gets to be about the pleasure already happening, with enough room for another song.

  • 16Still My Own

    An unexpected note. An attractive distraction. The chair from the opening song returns, now offered to an unfamiliar future self. The ending holds conviction, love and an appetite for more life.

Everyday life & wonder6 songs

  • 04Good Company

    A phone propped against a book. An unplanned laugh. Dishes that can wait. Self-company becomes a pleasure of its own, with room for an old ache and a new man’s Sunday plans.

  • 05The World Was Here

    Denver becomes a chosen home where more of Chris can live openly. A street alive with desire, a stranger reaching back through the mud, a chair made available: these encounters challenge the prejudices he inherited and sometimes carried himself. The hope reaches people still taught to hide: another way of living together is possible, and being welcomed can become making room.

  • 12Let It Reach Me

    An interrupted wedding gives way to a relationship lived on its own terms. Honest wants, Sunday stories, and a song that one partner learns to love make freedom feel close.

  • 13I Could Be Wrong

    Two people mistake each other’s happiness for how little they are missed. A conversation changes the reading. A reunion, then a next-day call with nothing new to report, makes the discovery real.

  • 15My Hips Heard It First

    A crowded dance floor, two cold waters, a chorus sung wrong on purpose. A laugh becomes a kiss. The night gets to be about the pleasure already happening, with enough room for another song.

  • 16Still My Own

    An unexpected note. An attractive distraction. The chair from the opening song returns, now offered to an unfamiliar future self. The ending holds conviction, love and an appetite for more life.